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"Car"

you get the car
I'll get the night off
You'll get the chance to take the world apart and figure out how it works
Don't let me know what you find out
I need a car
You need a guide
Who needs a map
If I don't die or worse I'm gonna need a nap
At best I'll be asleep when you get back
I wanna see it when you find out what comets, stars, and moons are all about
I wanna see their faces turn to backs of heads and slowly get smaller
I wanna see it now
I want specifics on the general idea
I wanna think what I should know
Want you to do me what to show
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see movies of my dreams
I wanna see it when you get stoned on a cloudy breezy desert afternoon
I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner
I wanna see it now
I wanna see it now

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at least i jam in the back washing dishes

i am so bored it is stupid, but whats cool is i got a shit load off fireworks from yesterday and i also have a six pack of heinekens under my bed so i should have a pretty interesting 2 days off. i want to play poker, but no one wants to play. i think ive been wasting my money too fast, cus warped tour sucked and that was kind of a waste of money and my face seems as if i was tanning with hulk hogan. work sux bad, i hate washing dishes haha oh well i think im going to ball it up with all the ballers tomorrow at hanks so that should be cool. and damn it i cant find my cell phone itrip oh well, ill be at home
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Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won.
Worry and wake the ones you love.
A phone call I'd rather not receive.
Please use my body while I sleep.
My lungs are fresh and yours to keep,
Kept clean and they will let you breathe.

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around.

I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I submit no excuse.
If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake.
If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around.

I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I'm not letting you check out.
You will beat this starting now and you will always be around.
I'm there to monitor your breathing
I will watch you while you're sleeping.
I will keep you safe and sound.
Does anybody remember back when you were very young.
Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?

i love these guys

Shit!
Nothing makes sense, so I won't think about it. I'll go with the ignorance.
Eat, sleep, fuck and flee; in four words, that's me.
I am full of indifference.

What do the old people teach us but how to die (die) die (die) and what do those hissy fits teach you except how to cry, pussy, cry?
Yea the futile, the futile, it outweighs the beautiful.
Futile, the futile, it outweighs the beautiful.
Futile, the futile, the futile so (the futile, the futile)

Taste. I have no taste. I don't like these tiny portions or your artful abortions of sound, sealed with a kiss, slathered in the sauce sarcastic. So go choke on your irony.

What do the old people teach us but how to die (die) die (die) and what do your hissy fits teach you except how to cry, pussy, cry?
Yea the futile, the futile, it outweighs the beautiful.
Futile, the futile, it outweighs the beautiful.
Futile, the futile, the futile so

I'm eating rat poison for dinner. Pull the cord from the phone. I am dining along, Tonight, rat poison for dinner. So goodnight.
Love! I shall not love, yet I'll still sing about it. I hope it covers the ocean in slime, the drama and drool. I'm leaking the blood of a fool. (I'm full of it, I'm full of it, I'm full.)
Rat poison for dinner, pull the chord from the phone. I am dining alone.
Tonight. Rat poison for dinner, pull the chord from the phone. I am dining alone. Tonight.
Oh I am dining alone. Tonight. Tonight. Tonight.

fucken great, sounds better when you hear it tho


ne ways im going to really update soon, probably after work dont think i forgot how to write my own stuff i just have no time and right now i have to go to the bank get a hair cut then work, hopefully it isnt so packed today but im out for now! lata
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all the boys voices cracking
oh, the moaning half tones
come summertime, we're all the same age here
all the tension and the terror
thin limbed gorgeous green eyes smiling
and i'm going straight to hell
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily
and i try but i'm not convincing
your lips, they pout and twist
and i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you.
you take in everything with a certainty i envy
it's somehow all i need
just keep me guessing please
darling, all of these awkwardjumpstartstalling conversations
mean much more to me than anything
it comes down to me and you
and whether we're supposed to or not, we still will
we're so much better off than them
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily...
a look
a laugh
a smile
a second passes by and i regret it
words just aren't right
sometimes i just can't explain
all the ways you devastate me
always on my mind

just singing a little bit, somebody call me up for some poker becuase i dont work for two days, a much needed break since i closed by myself yesterday. it sucked so bad yah so if u wanna chill call me cus ill be bored
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yo yo yoooooooooooo, its pretty late and i cant sleep so i'm playin a turbo tourny, pretty tight backround ehh?!? thanks to my lil cousin steph it came out this cool. so yah since i have nothing better to do i will write, well im freakin excited for my check tomorrow, its going to be so dope, and i just cashed out 200 from poker so yah im going to get an sweet knew ipod (anyone wanna tell me some tizight music ) and maybe some new clothes. yup thats me, always finding something to spend money on. tommorrow i get out at 8 hopefully, if anyone wants to do anything just call me up cus i got my sweet ass cell back and if i dont answer when you call, i am probably asleep because yeah all i do is work and play poker. and i will and i do call back. buuut if anyone wants to kick it just let me know. oh shit i forgot i close saturday and sunday fuck that sux. oh well well nothing else to say cus im tired of typing and wtf why would anyone read this haha damn i am such a losa !!!
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i'm sinking like a stone in the sea.
i'm burning like a bridge for your body.

i'm sinking like a stone in the sea.
i'm burning like a bridge for your body.

i'm sinking like a stone in the sea.
i'm burning like a bridge for your body...
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